o.O

Well...it seems I have a SL companion now. *silence*

I don't know how or why it happened...I know nothing really about this guy. I'm proabably some stupid little game to him..he hangs out with his RL wife on there. I don't know how to feel about all that, but I like my little group of friends I'm hanging out with...they are all partnered up. So why shouldn't we be? He's a nice guy from what I know so far. And he's ok w/ the no relations thing for now.

What's there to lose?

I did have to send a notecard to the other guy I was dating though. I felt very bad...he was such a nice guy. But like most guys I start to get really flirty with, it looked like it was heading to a place I couldn't take it to. He was getting too atattched..I don't know if I have it in me anymore. After Ancient- I've sort of shut that connection part of me down..for my own safety's sake.

I am going to a SL wedding on Friday..that should be fun ^^ Poor Lou is having a shotgun wedding because her SL mate is leaving for RL for two months! That's like two years in SL time. I don't know if I could do it haha..I'd get too lonely/bored.

I'm not sure what's going on right now w/ all of this...Eva is w/ Seth- they seem to be happy. He even has land w/ a castle for the two of them! Kind of jealous about that haha..but it's all good. I just want that weird drama feeling to go away..I want to defriend that other guy so I don't feel his "presence" anymore. Maybe I will in a few days.

My RL husband finally got a good computer..so he will be on more often. I keep telling him..make a SL!! Do what u want- within the rules of "us". Oh these are the rules:
1. always remember what is SL and what is RL
2. RL always comes first
3. what happens in SL stays there
4. no sex..unless it's just for entertainment purposes (no connection)
5. no pictures/no outside contact
6. never give your heart completely away completely..it's already taken in RL

Other than that...it's all a go. Mainly- just be aware that SL is a game ultimately..a place to get your kicks in a safe way. And if your RL partner has any problems w/ what you are doing...respect it.

*argh* I feel like I do when I get in a new relationship..all akward lol...I can't wait till I know him better and it goes away ahha.