New Beginnings

Well...following the idea bug Ancient put into my head. I created an alternate character- and in doing so, created an entirely different personality. It's one that I've had locked DEEP down inside of me..for a very long time.

Fun, witty, humorous..cutsey, flirty and a bit outgoing- moreso than I am ever used to.
She's my party girl- I have never had so many friends before. I find it VERY difficult to keep up with the ims. I now understand what Ancient was saying..about being busy. It's a wonder how he even hung out with me at all. I feel bad now- for thinking the things I did. If we were to have met now..knowing what I know..things could've been different I think. I wish I could tell him now..that I understand and that I'm sorry.

Anyway- I've made friends with a man/woman...can't quite figure he/she out. But this individual is very interesting to say the least. Keeps my attentions anyway..Shells is like a crazyassed labyrinth. Confusing as hell but strangely addiciting lol. I met perverts who led me to other ppl..who led me to other ppl.. now- have TWO girl "friends" who are so awesome in every way.

But in my quest for friend fishing..I screwed up royally. I friended a guy- flirted endlessly with him. And now he likes me A LOT. I find that I am going in a different direction. I LOVE MY NEW FRIENDS! I have so much fun with them. I don't want to spend all my time talking mooshy talk to a guy- I want to have fun! Plus, there is this new guy..that I think can give me what I am searching for. Fun, excitement..and a strict rule of no RL. It is heaven haha.

The first guy is the nicest person in the world...I feel very bad for making him feel more for me than I do. It's like looking at myself in the mirror. He is me..when I was with Ancient. But this guy's is starting to get a tad bit creepy...he's getting all crazy trying to find me. I know I will have to tell him very soon. I just didn't know what I wanted until now.

My new interest- is someone I hope I can learn more about. I think he likes me too...He just broke it off with his partner to persue seeing me! He sticks up for me..takes me new places and LIKES to do them..and hasn't asked to mess around ONCE. Just flirting..which is totally up my alley :)

It's just a really great time in my SL..this new person I have become is so liberating.

Ema is my innocent, beautiful, sullen angel...this one is my happy-go-lucky party girl. Personality wise..I am both..but she has been hidden for so long...and she is a WHOLE lotta fun to be. People like her^^ it's everything I've been looking for.