Monday, April 20, 2009

It's just a game...why do i feel like this?

So I wanted to live on the edge...I wanted to see what it was like to be bad. To just not care anymore and do what I felt like doing at the moment I wanted. I felt powerful- and had a surge of excitement at first..now, I just feel like shit.

It makes me think....what if I had lived my RL like this? I don't think I could've survived...if a game is effecting me this much. Wow...I am glad for SL...because- if anything, this is a learning experience. An outlet for all the things I wished I could do and never experienced..it's a "safe" way, to live your fantasies.

I just didn't think it would emotionally impact me as much as it has.

:(

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